Monday, June 29, 2009

My jumbled, tired brain

I haven't slept in days. Not sleeping gives one lots of time to think. A few things that are currently becoming quite clear:

  • Things aren't always what they seem.
  • The people that you love the most, will often hurt you the most.
  • No matter how hard you believe in something, it doesn't mean you can make others believe in it as well.
  • Some people will hold on to and repeat the patterns of the past because its all they know.
  • Years of self help and growth can often be destroyed in a moment.

That's all for today. There's just not enough room in my heart to give more.

Here's to a better tomorrow.


Rox said...

Oh shit, girl, what is going on?!

healingtouch said...

Tomorrow is a new day ! Hang in there my friend!

Anonymous said...

wow, i hope everything is ok.

Anonymous said...

Man I know this feeling all too well. I hope today is a better day for you.

Don't check out for too long, it just makes you numb... and that feel sucks just as much. (I'm located there, I'd rather you not join.) ;-)


Anonymous said...

You must tell us what is going on...I'm worried about you! Cathy

LindseYaYa said...

Yikes! I think you are lovely... and the sun will come out tomorrow. It always does. xo

Michelle Sanders said...

Oh sweetie! This post made my heart hurt. I know these feelings. I know them well. I felt them after we got married and our "friends" changed. Then it got worse after we got pregnant for Zane. I know. I promise. Call me or text me please.

C said...

hey jilly girl.... can you tell us what's going on? i am so sorry you are in pain. i pray it works out, whatever it is.

i'm here if you need an ear, and yes, i'm queer, dear.


Aeryn said...

Oh, noo... What happened???
I have been in that place so many times. The most frustrating part is when you are trying to communicate with them and it falls on deaf ears... almost like u are not speaking the same language.
Give it time, things will get better. And try to get some sleep... things are brighter when u sleep!!!

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