Hmm. I left the apartment this morning with J still snuggled up in the covers. This relationship is really testing my trust and comfort levels. Right now I’m at about an 8 on the comfort level. (But don’t tell J because he thinks I’m at 6.) He has the day off so he plans to run some errands and pick up groceries for dinner – major bonus points in the bank account of love – and have dinner started when I come home. Can we say sweetheart?
Don’t get me wrong, I love being with him. We have a blast together and possess the same wacky sense of humor. We just get each other. There’s not a moment when I’m with him that I think “I’m ready to go home and be alone for a while”. However, I’m a bit on edge about having him in my apartment while I’m not there, free to roam my collections and habits and strange quirks. Yet in a way, this could totally free me of my trust issues. I hope he opens my closet and sees how I just throw shit on the floor, I hope he runs into my collection of Barry Manilow figurines. If he’s still there when I get home, I’ll be free. I’ll feel I have nothing to hide.
(And I’m very much kidding about the Barry Manilow figurines.)
Huntsville Trip
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9 comments:
Wow! Two blogs in one day! Aren't you just a busy person! You know, that as much as you are concerned about what he may or may not find in your apartment that your true thoughts are, "I wish I was there with him."
you dont have barry manilow figurines...doh! I was thinking we had something in common...
Seriously though, sounds like he's really into you...congrats! Guys usually just worry about the girl finding porn more than anything else =)
So fess up...do YOU have porn to be worried about him finding? HA HA!
You are a better woman than me...I never left a guy at my place without me until we were actually living together. My momma just raised me afraid of stuff like that. I was always afraid of stupid stuff like will he lock the door when he leaves or will he dig through my mail. You know, stupid stuff! I think this really shows your trust for him.
Word of caution about 'man in house'. Your should watch out your stash of bratwursts, they could be in jeoprady.
:) so sweet!!! yet i think guys are happy to find porn in a girls closet "now we can be buddies"...
So, how'd it go...did he cook for you...try on everthing in your underwear drawer...clean out your fridge??? When you showed up back at home did he have a ribbon around his *%@# waiting for you???
the suspense in killing me
DJ - The boy actually stocked my fridge! You should see it -- I have salsa and sausage and cheese in there now!
My friend told him she expected him to be in my kitchen with nothing but an apron on, but that doesn't really work well when your grill is outside and so are your neighbors...
Ana - Not a keeper of porn, BUT did play on the internet together last night. I'm a bit disturbed that Hentai porn interests me a bit.
Michelle - The only thing he would find in mail is bills. My mom raised me the same way! Along with "never be without your make up in front of your man..."
he stocked the fridge!!! Is he staying there a while, just a day...or he just wanted to buy you groceries???
Either he felt sorry for my empty fridge or he wanted some real food around since he's there so much. >shrug< I
ts really hard to eat a pita with turkey for lunch when there's tortilla chips and cheese dip around...
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